baby boy

Baby boy is still nameless at the moment. We haven't made any head way on that front.
I have a C-section on the books in case I don't go into labor. At first I didn't know how I felt about it. Really I'm ok if that is how things end again. This will be our last baby I will not be carrying any more.
This has been by far much harder then last time. When you throw up so hard and often you get nose bleeds. That makes you not want to do this again. Baby was breech last time they checked since then I think he has moved. I felt him turn or flip goodness what that painful.
Things are coming along nicely I'm just tired and super sore. I went back on my anti depression meds. I was losing it and just wanted to run away from life. I should find someone to talk too. That will come in time mostly my fear will hold be back on that one. I rather dislike finding someone to talk to. For some reason I am a huge chicken and think they will laugh at me.

project

One of my mother in laws students is doing her senior project. On my pregnancy because she wants to be a L&D nurse. I just email her info every so often. Which is really easy this is what she wrote me.



My main goal for this project is to learn more about pregnancy, and having a baby in general. I don't need any personal information, I don't need to use your real names, or anything like that. I don't need to be there for your delivery or anything. What would be really helpful, is if you could email me every other week, once a month, or as often as you'd like to.. and just explain how you're feeling, if you have morning sickness, certain cravings, mood swings, any doctors appointments (I don't need to know any results for anything..) or anything like that.. that would be extremely helpful. I would greatly appreciate it if you wanted to share about your pregnancy with a complete stranger like me, but I want to make it as comfortable for you as possible. Just let me know if you would like to help me out with this project.


Anyone else that is pregnant who wants to help her out. Should comment or email me sara.m.d @gmail.com

changes

I was offered a job today out of the blue. A friend called me and asked if I want to do skin care. At the clinic she works at an hour later I was chatting with the owner. I drove home and talked to Brian looks like every thing is a go. I need T line up childcare for Nolan 3 days a week. The clinic is going to buy my product and has a table i can use.
This is a total blessing from the Lord. I had been thinking of getting a Christmas job. This would be so much more using my schooling. Putting my love of skincare to use making more then min wage.



OH and for those that don't know. Nolan will be a big brother in June. We got more then we paid for in Disney wink wink.