Monday, December 4, 2006

When the right hurst more then the wrong

Saturday Morning at 5:22 am we were woken up by a phone calling. The caller a out of state friend of mine was calling to tell me to go pick up a friend. S was very upset and talking about killing herself. So we jump in the car and drive over to S's house were we find her out of it but in need of help. The rest of the morning and Afternoon are spent in the ER interview room. They have someone come talk to S and from there deiced to put her on hold for 72 hours. I know this is the right thing for her it just breaks my heart. Holding her and crying yesterday morning was one of the hardest things I have done in my life.

The hospital will not tell me much about her at this point . Every thing is very private with the ward she is in. I know that visiting hours are 4-8 and I'm on the list. So later today I will be heading out to see her. Doing this will take every once of strength I have. Hospitals are not high on my list of visiting places.