Sunday, December 23, 2007


Alright here is a cute picture of my son.

7.5 months old

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Guess What

I have a job interview for a Esthetician job on Thursday I can not wait. This job is made for me it is only one day a week.
How great is that they also sell skin care I love love.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007


Nolan has two more teeth coming in on the bottom. That makes a grand total of three go baby go. He is really trying to crawl he wants it so bad. With the teeth and milestones sleep is not really happing.

learing to love mac at a early age

here is Nolan loving the computer.

Family Christmas letter

We got the Dickman Christmas letter for this year. Grandma for the most part forgets to add me Such is life . I also like to see what she has forgotten or got wrong. I really think she should have someone proof read it for her. This year it is that Nolan has big Brown eyes . Well he does have big eye but they are blue.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Sibling update

I got a note in the mail from her today.

I am sorry that I slapped you. I am even more so that Nolan was in your arms. I don't know why you are so against me,never the less, I love you."

well lets see I am not against her. Yes the things I said hurt they were the truth. I know that does not mean they should be said or any less painful.

Not sure what to say about all of this. Every thing is jumbled up in my mind right now. I could go with out talking to her for a while. Well that's nothing new to be honest we don't talk much.

my heart hurts that's normal for things in this case. I am not ready to talk to her plus I feel she should call me. If in fact she is really sorry then its up to her.

If she has hit Nolan or me more then twice I would have called the cops on her. The only reason I didn't slug her was because Brian stepped in front of me.
My dad thinks that he and I need to talk. I don't' think we have anything to say he stood by while my sister assaulted me. Pretty sure he is going to say something along the lines of we don't cuss in this house young lady. Well I didn't think we hit in this house dad.

blah so looks like the holidays just got so much better.

Sunday, December 16, 2007


My sister and I have never been super close. After today I don't think we will ever be close again.
Or for that matter have relationship of any kind. We got in a huge fight at my folks today screaming,calling names and her hitting me. Yes I know have a swollen eye from my little sister hitting me twice while my baby was in my arms.

I don't think there is any hope for us. That could just be the hurt and anger talking at the moment.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

um a little this and that

Nolan has learned to roll every where. The cats are now on the look out for him.
Today has been well for lack of better words Hell. Nolan has wanted to be held all day. He has put up a fight for naps. This meaning we have only gotten two.
Ok I think the time has come for me to really look for a job. I am losing my ever loving mind being home with him 24/7.

Oh I got Nolan some new diapers when they come I will do a cute picture.

Wednesday, December 5, 2007


Ugh there are only 20 days until Christmas. I have gifts that need to be finished or started. All of the supplies are ready. Now I just need the time to bust some things out ahahhhhhhhh. Tami I might take you up on a Nolan over night so I can craft.

Other then that things are goodish. Nolan has a tooth I will take a picture after his nap. He got a top side tooth first. I had know idea that vampires where in our family line. ahahha oh how silly I am.

Monday, December 3, 2007

ugh the things my mom say's

last night we were at my folks. These are a few things my mom said to me while there.

So what size is Nolan wearing now?
me well some of his 6 month clothes are getting a little tight.
Mom : well he is getting a tummy. Maybe you should give him a bottle with water in it.
Me : No mom he doesn't need water.
Mom: he will not no the difference.
Me : no no no and its not good for him. I'm not over feeding him
Mom: how do you know your not over feeding him?
Me : Yes I know his cue's.

this one took place last week.

Mom: so are you letting Nolan cry ?
Me : no
Mom is he sleeping in his crib yet?
Me no we co sleep
Mom so he um sleeps with you all the time.
Me Yes we co sleep
mom oh hmmm I see.

I love my mom. She just has no idea why we parent the way we do.