paul

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such He is such a laid back baby.

Being an adult

On Monday night my friend took her mom off life support. This got me talking with my friend Sarah. How would I handle this if it was my mom? To have to make choices and be the adult. I have a sister who would help make these choices but still.
My Heart goes out to the Pant's family her mom passed away this afternoon. Now comes the chore of getting everything taken care of. Please keep the Pant's family in your hearts and prayers as they grieve.

name

Seeing how the cat is half way out of the bag. I will share the name we are going with for baby boy. Paul Emmett D the middle could change in the next two weeks. We have 2 other middle names picked out. When I say we really I mean me.
so there you have it baby boy has a name Paul.
Paul is after Brian's grandfather. Emmett because I like older names and all the boys have a E starting middle name.

DItl

The other day Nolan and I did Day In the Life. I started later in the afternoon so it wraps a little to the next day. Sorry there is nothing super fun in our day. I do hope you enjoy it.

http://picasaweb.google.com/sara.m.d/NewAlbum51609817PM#

Sorry I haven't updated in a while. Our whole family has been sick off and on for the last 3 weeks. Looks like everyone is on the mend thank goodness. Life has been a little stressful getting things ready for baby. Who is by the way still nameless oh well that will come right?

The USPS lost a package of mine last week. So I have been trying to get that taken care of. My carrier was on vacation for 3 weeks while he was gone. The guy covering his route messed up big time I guess. I had a nice little chat with out carrier today. Really nice guy he looked in all of the postal box's on the route. So I made a few sign's and put them by the mail box. I'm hoping who ever got my package will bring it back. Who wants cloth diaper if they don't use them? Ughhhh I guess they could sell them on Craigs list or ebay. I don't even want to think about that.

Brian's folks gave us a thousand dollars for the new baby. So we ordered our co-sleeper along with a few other things. We found this really cool bench for the front hall way. That will hold shoes and extra sweaters we keep by the door. With the rest I am thinking of having someone come deep clean my bathrooms. I just can't get the shower and tub super clean. My tummy keeps getting in the way of really scrubing it super well.

I am more then ready for baby boy to come. Really I can not wait to be done with this part of life. I just don't make a nice or good pregnant woman.
We have a c-section date on the books for after his due date. At the time I'm not giving out the date. I still really want to do a V-back just need my body to go into labor. Part of the problem is if I give out the date it feels like I'm giving up. I don't want that right now. Family has started asking us if we set a date yet and when it is.

I think that about covers it for the last few weeks. Oh on Sunday Nolan turns 2 that just blows my mind.

my tummy

I have been thinking a lot about looks. Why because I'm 8 months pregnant and feel so not pretty. Brian took some pictures of my tummy without my shirt. Then it hit me this is me and love. No my body might not be what the world thinks is beautiful. Really it is beautiful and full of love. So here is a few pictures of my naked tummy.

first popcicle

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Nolan spent the weekend with Aunt Tami. The weather was wonderful and warm. I think he is a little happy about the treat.
The diaper was put on by his cousin who is 7?