my tummy

I have been thinking a lot about looks. Why because I'm 8 months pregnant and feel so not pretty. Brian took some pictures of my tummy without my shirt. Then it hit me this is me and love. No my body might not be what the world thinks is beautiful. Really it is beautiful and full of love. So here is a few pictures of my naked tummy.

first popcicle

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Nolan spent the weekend with Aunt Tami. The weather was wonderful and warm. I think he is a little happy about the treat.
The diaper was put on by his cousin who is 7?

life

here is a 31 week shot of my tummy. Not the best but still gives you an idea.









Things are going pretty good for the most part. Nolan is fighing a virus on top of 2nd year molars. So my life has been a little crazy and messy.

All boy

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Looks like I have a footballer on my hands.

baby boy

Baby boy is still nameless at the moment. We haven't made any head way on that front.
I have a C-section on the books in case I don't go into labor. At first I didn't know how I felt about it. Really I'm ok if that is how things end again. This will be our last baby I will not be carrying any more.
This has been by far much harder then last time. When you throw up so hard and often you get nose bleeds. That makes you not want to do this again. Baby was breech last time they checked since then I think he has moved. I felt him turn or flip goodness what that painful.
Things are coming along nicely I'm just tired and super sore. I went back on my anti depression meds. I was losing it and just wanted to run away from life. I should find someone to talk too. That will come in time mostly my fear will hold be back on that one. I rather dislike finding someone to talk to. For some reason I am a huge chicken and think they will laugh at me.

Ugh sorry been busy.

OK so the winner of my little drawing is Kristi. So sorry it has taken me a extra week to post.
Life has been a little crazy around here. Back in Sept we put new flooring in our office/junk room. Little by little we are getting it done. The next step is to get a rug and new wall units. I want to turn it into a office/playroom so tired of toys down stairs.
I found this blog called Ikea hacks and someone made a kitchen. http://ikeahacker.blogspot.com/2009/02/whats-cooking.html I would love to do something like that.
Our resale shop had a Haba cook top for 13 dollars. That I Plan on using in making Nolan's play kitchen.
I have more to say and will be better updating this week.

Random Tuesday

I have a thing for Jim Henson so here is a fun link. muppets Maybe you will learn some thing new like I did.